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Its official...i'm no longer a homeowner - dancingspazz
Its official...i'm no longer a homeowner

Wow, it was weird today, canceling all my extra utilities, homeowners insurance and such.  I never have to go back to that house.  Its no longer mine.  Its left me uneasy all day.  Certainly, there are some things I won't miss, like all those extra bills every month, but its still so sad.  Its definitely not helping this helpless feeling of being lost that I seem to have this week.  That thought that keeps poking the back of my eyeballs telling me to move again, start again.  But I just did that and really don't want to do it again anytime soon.  My life is like legos, I keep building it up and tearing it down and creating something new, maybe that's not a good thing.  Cause at the same time many of those same pieces get recycled everytime.  Hmmm...legos as a metaphor for life, couldn't be any weirder than organic chemistry as a metaphor for relationships.  I may not believe in much lately, but i believe I'm gonna get wasted tonight and hopefully be sober enough tomorrow to go car shopping.  Its time to get rid of the abrahms tank.

Current Location: Purgatory
Current Mood: thirsty thirsty

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dahlia_noir From: dahlia_noir Date: April 21st, 2007 02:54 am (UTC) (Link)
Hey, change is good. Life is full of changes, it's good to keep changing :) I hope this closing of stuff opens new doors for you!

I am spinning upstairs at House of Voodoo if you've got nothing better to do. I haven't been to that club in years, so I have no idea what the turnout is like... but, dancing and drinking! Woo!
dancingspazz From: dancingspazz Date: April 21st, 2007 02:56 am (UTC) (Link)
You know i'll come see you tonight girlfriend.
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